Bitterness of Time

I never thought that this would happen in a simple snap. The happiness suddenly turns into sorrow. Amidst in the quietness of time, sweetness turns into bitterness and all you can do is accept it.

Though how hard you try to escape the pain, you just simply can’t bear it because just the thought of being hurt is too much to handle. Though how hard you try to search for answers, all you can find is a four letter word that spells P-A-I-N. Though how much you are willing to understand it, you just simply can’t because the situation won’t allow you.

It hurts to be in this kind of situation. I’m puzzled, broken, misunderstood and don’t even know what to do. I don’t want to let go because I must not let go. But it seems like the uncertainties are continuously giving me reasons to stop the battle. I’m weak with this kind of situation. My heart is crashing whenever I’m drowning myself with tears that don’t even want to fall.

I thought that everything is different, but I guess everything was just a mere expectation. No matter how much I try to be strong, it seems that all I want to do is SURRENDER. For now, I just want to be INVISIBLE.