To My Dearest Soccer Player...LOL!

You became one of the reasons of my happiness ever since I met you. But now everything changed. You’re my pain now and I never thought that this would happen. In that short period of time that you spent with me, all I ever wanted was to keep you but you never let me.

You asked me to take care of you and so I did and I know that you are so aware of that. The moment you asked me that, I never stopped caring for you. You said that you will be always there for me but you never really did. Really never did!

I thought you’re different. I expected a lot from you but you failed me. You left me hanging and I was stuck in the middle of nowhere. You’re sweet thoughts had suddenly changed into bitter sweets for certain reasons that you don’t even bother to explain. Tears normally came out and I was expecting that you are going to wipe them away. But as I said, all are just expectations. I can’t barely move forward for I was hurt and still in so much pain.

Though you chose to break my heart, I still thank you for every good things you’ve done for me. I know we didn’t end up good but still, I owe you. I learned a lot from you. I learned to be careful in dealing with my decisions and most especially, I learned how to control my feelings and emotions and trust other people’s words.

I’m still happy that you became a part of my complicated life and I hope that I will be able to move on with this and forget everything about you. Yes, forget about you! I know that it’s hard but I know, eventually I will be able to do it.