I'll Be Fine

Oh great!! Finally, I’ve done it! I’ve said it and it was definitely a wrong decision! Can’t imagine myself that I did that stupid thing! There’s no one to blame for this because obviously, this is my entire fault. I just ruined everything. I should have followed my instinct. I should not have said anything; after all, from the very beginning, I already knew that it was never a big deal for that “person”. Hahahaha…

I don’t know how to face this effin situation that I have right now. I screwed up and it hurts like hell. I should have controlled my feelings. I guess I still haven’t found the right things for myself. I still haven’t learned my lessons because I was hurt again for exact same reasons. See how stupid I am? LOL!!

I guess the best thing that I can do for now is to stay away and ignore that “person” so I can accept everything and be able to get over with this unexpected situation. I just need to break away from everything and I know it will be a lot harder for me but I believe that eventually, I will be able to do it.